Don't know what I'm doing any more

The lull has turned into a standstill.
Don't know what my question is any more.
Don't know if I can be bothered to do this for another year.
Don't know if I can afford to.
Mojo, drive and inspiration have gone out the window ( I hope they are all having a lovely time with each other on their holidays).
I could be working and earning pennies right now, but instead I'm staring at the screen of my laptop wondering where I stepped off the path into the wild woods.